Intuition. The Journey of Fear and Freedom

My story is one of fear — of suppressing my emotions and instincts for years. For almost a decade, my dreams were filled with running, running from something that meant harm. I was constantly chased, exhausted, and overwhelmed by the pressure to find my worth in overworking. Tired of the chase, I took a leap into the unknown. That’s when I discovered my true calling: to be an artist.

It’s like slowly becoming disconnected from your body and intuition, until a deep ache for self-return becomes impossible to ignore. Today, I can look back and name it. Back then, it felt like walking blind or crossing an ocean with no map.

Transformation of this depth doesn’t happen quickly. Even the most powerful breakthroughs take time to sink in, to activate, and to be understood by parts of you that don’t follow logic. If your life feels like living in a dream, it might be time to rewire your reality — but only if you’re ready to wake up.

We all have a choice. Avoiding the truth and refusing to face ourselves might give a false sense of comfort — a beautiful house built on fear.

Art became my answer. It was the bridge to freedom, the way I faced my fears, understood my mind, and reconnected to my body. It helped me identify the patterns that had caused damage and gave me a space to express courage. I make art to heal and to reflect. There’s no doubt that my path — and all my past experiences — have brought me closer to my unique purpose. And so have yours, if you’re willing to listen.

The piece Intuition, completed in February 2025, was the first work I created after truly claiming the identity of an artist. It’s a celebration of my long search for purpose coming to an end. Intuition is about giving myself the space to work with my feelings freely, without judgment, and finally trusting that sense of direction. With trembling hands, I began to own that dream.